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Sunday, May 3, 2009

eh, today im going to try smth new...ahahaha, im gonna type the following post without any puntuation marks (be glad it has spacing) , yeah, haha, gonna see how it goes:(haha, i think ill include brackets, if not its difficult to differentiate anything...ehehe)

OMG today is like so sian lah i didnt do anything productive today i just slacked i think im going to fail my math yeah i hate fractions and decimals why cant they hv algebra inside today i woke up i ate breakfast i scowled at my parents and my sister before 10am (wow personal best for a sunday) i just told my parents that being homo wasnt wrong its just not accepted (haha the AWARE thingy) but that doesnt mean ill be one hello then they went on leture me for a good 10 min on the concept of normal families and homos and god knows what else haha i wasnt really paying any attention yeah but i get the msg i pretended to be thinking about it so they left me alone but actually i was reading the comics on lifestyle ehehe
then i went to do my homework before i started my mom came to tell me to file my stuff i got so pissed i scowled real hard and ignored her she started to raise her voice then i screamed she glared at me i glared back then for once my sister did smth good she pulled my mothers attention away beacause of who knows what situation then i was free (yay) i continued on my chinese compo my mom walked past a few times and glared at me (or was it my imagination)
after finishing it i did my math OMG statistics is really easy (how come i never noticed it before) but algebra is still very easy i WANT it to be in the block test then i can at least reassure myself of a pass if not i REALLY will fail
after finishing it i did my history(load of crap) TRIED to do my LA ( gave up after 15 min of cracking my brain and realising that i just couldnt do it) then jap gosh i didnt read the instructions carefully and ended up failing the test WELL ITS NOT MY FAULT IF I WAS SUPPOSED TO READ THE NEW CHAPTER BY MYSELF WHY CANT U PUT THE INSTRUCTIONS IN SIMPLE ENGLISH ahahaha anyway i re did the quiz after realizing my mistake yay then i passed so happy my mom asked me when i wanted to eat lunch so i said like 1 hr later they stared at me like i was an idiot but who cares i ignored them continued with my work after 1/2 hour i said i wanted to go for lunch i went to put my clothes on i came out and told them i needed to go to imm (it has popular mah) because my correction tape was running out at first my mom agreed but my dad said HUHHHHHHHHH really loudly so my mom decided to follow my dad so i got pissed (haha im really childish ) i stormed to my room and drew a really ugly picture after 15 min then we(finally) went to the car my god we took a total of 45 min isnt it about the same as 1 hr and u thought i was crazy hello
ate lunch realised that the way the restaurant prepared food was unhygienic (they used the same chopping board to chop cooked and uncooked meat) my mother and father didnt eat their lunch i gobbled mine down oh u noe i drank snapple( for the first time=]) OMG my sister went to choose the most boring flavour of all time LEMONADE when she could choosse from flavours like PINK lemonade and mango and berry or somthing like that and she chose LEMONADE oh my god i swear ill pick the next time
came back tried to do my math ended up playing with my sister and listening to her heartbeat and stomach acid and saliva [ through the toy sthetescope (oh god i dunno how to spell)] then i fell asleep oh god it was so freaking hot and i set my alarm clock to wake me up at 1645hrs WHY DID I WAKE UP AT 1806 HUH and i was like DANNNNGGGG i just wasted 1 hr
my cousins came over to swim marianne( 5 yrs) vivianne(1yrs) OMG vivianne is so cute but she hates me i think shes scared of me ehehe
then we went out to eat dinner together we ate at sakuraya at anchorage point(if i got the name wrong, its the place opposite IKEA at alexandra road) the food is not nice WTC theres so little to eat theres only noodles my sister and i fought over the chawanmushi gah i just remembered my sister has this habit of opening her eyes VERY big and flaring her nostrils when she gets angry (or is she trying to scare me) omg she looks so damn ugly and i keep laughing when she does it with her newly cut fringe she looks worse when we were fighting over the chawanmushi she did it and i laughed my head off in the end i managed to finish the chawanmushi up yay
OMG theres this really cool shop " Forget me not" the bags there are so cute theres this really cute luggage with these cute chicks on them ahhh i really want those bags too bad their so ex eeeeeeeeeeeee those are really cute bags i REALLY WANT THEM and i cant wait for christmas because it will only come in another 7 months and 22 days!!!!! hmph
now im back at home and my head aching like crazy cuz its 2356hrs and i hvnt stayed up so late since term 1 shitt i hvnt been sleeping well i feel like sleeping but my body refuses to sleep i keep hving dreams about god knows what (i cant rmbr them in the morn all i rembr is hving a sense of dread) then my mouth feels so damn parched i need more water haaaaah sian ohya my best friends hsnt visited me in 2 months liao im so damn scared that im abnormal and yeah i wont delve into details ehehe
oh i got my allowance haha now i feel really rich but i wont splurge it on the bags cuz i still need to eat NO i wont tell u how much i got cuz u might come and rob me haha
well gtg
bye

cranky and pissed and tired and scared and feeling rich
Chloe ^^
*omg...... this post is like, wow, now i forgot how to use punctuation.... sian ok, if ur eyes hurt im sry...hehe...i doubt ill write like this again.... haha, ok, now, bye*